I just love the weekends
not becoz of the gruesome work i have to do
nor the many hours of watching television
but rather, the weekly 5pm (+-) run wif jim (:
i get to destress and of course confide in him after the jog
we will just pour everything out at the usual place we go to after the jog.
the place where i wld usually go to to have some quiet time lol.
just simply sitting there and enjoying the tranquility of the environment brings peace to my soul.
wif playful children running around, worried parents cranning their necks and screaming to make sure their kids are in sight, and the eventual laughter and joy tt will permeat the place.
I miss those days when i wld be reprimanded for straying too far from my parents or for being mischievious and rebellious which wld result in a resounding slap. :x
I just miss those times, when Dad would gather us together and emphasise on our family being a team
i just miss...EDMUND lols.
ok now tts random o_O
but yea..i miss him being by my side each time i nided someone to confide in.
when i clambered abv the lvl of experiencing an emotional breakdown, he,together wif jim, were there to comfort me.
but owell, life goes on lol.
just like how i know tt the time when i will have to move house will come sooner or ltr.
in the past i wld have dreams of my parents telling me tt we wld be moving to somewhere else to stay.
and of course i wld be waking up in tears wif cold sweat trickling down my neck.
i nv tot tt it wld end like this.
15, near 16 yrs of my life living in this house.
the memories tt are hard to relinquish
tears, joy, excitement, anger, fear.
even my heart breaks as i type this post.
when i shift to somewhere else, i'll no longer get to jog wif jim every weekend. i'll no longer have him to confide in. I'll no longer be able to head to the same place easily.
it just..pains me.
Why does everything have to end in such a tragedy?
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Home
what is it to me anymore?
The place which used to be filled with love and warmth. Where there wld be laughter and fights, tears and joy.
The place where i cld look forward to after a day of sheer work.
home.
where is it in my life now?
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Every vestige of hope is worth fighting for.
yes.
im gonna fight.

This is an urgent news report.
Hi! I am Lee Ah Gua and this is news ham.
*the whole music thingy to mark the start of the news*
*dingding dong BOOMM blah blah blah*

Rejoice! For the hamster everyone's been franctically looking for has finally been found!
There were tears of joy as PigPig, the hamster, reunited with its owner.
PigPig sniffed with gratitude as a sign of appreciation for the men's hardwork and persistence during the search for her.
Even a slight tear was noticed as the round and allure eyes of PigPig twinkled with exuberance.
A parade was even set up specially for this magnificent moment to signify the success of the search for this precious hamster.
During the parade proper, the men marched in with pride, showing the precision and discipline of the army.
Such an important event leaves no room for mistakes as thousands craned their necks with cameras in their hands to capture this wonderful event.
A respectful salute was given to PigPig before the march pass.
All eyes and cameras began to focus onto the sky as the arrival of the 'PigPig AirForce' coincided with the departure of the army contingents.
The airforce greeted the spectators with a deafening entrance and screams of delight permeated the premises of block *** in Yishun.
The stunning display left many astounded and awed beyond their expectations.
Following that, a parade of brown and beige filled the area to signify the love and joy for the adorable PigPig.
The performance embodies the PigPig spirit with colours dancing about the floor to form a rather familiar image - A portrait of our dear hamster
It was abuzz activity all around block *** of Yishun wth the people taking the celebration to a whole new level!
There was loud music, activites such as face-painting and certainly, cute action figures of PigPig.
Last of all, the icing on the celebratory cake - A dazzling ten-minute fireworks display!
This is Lee Ah Gua, bringing you the wonderful news of our hamster's return.

PigPig was overwhelmed with joy and pleasure as she observed the whole celebration.
"PigPig...", PigPig felt an irritating nudge exerted with a familiar force and touch.
She opened her eyes back to reality, only to realize that it was all just a dream.

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CELEBRATE PPL! WOOHOOO
PIGPIG HAS BEEN FOUND XD
it was 5:55 am in the morning when she was found lmao.
she wasnt behind or under the fridge.
neither was she in evil Lewy's clutches.
(my hamster probably outwitted him tts y she escaped HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :x jkjk)
and no, i didnt use a starved dog to find her -_-
neither did i make use of the help offered by PROFESSIONAL HAMSTER FINDER: Janice MOO
its becoz... my hamster likes me tts y she came bak :x
ok la. here's the whole short and sweet story.

i was sleeping when suddenly my mum switched on the lights and tried to wake my sis up for she had a feeling she just saw PigPig. (note: mum's afraid of rodents xD)
upon hearing the news, i sprang out of my bed to search for her :x (this proves THE KIND of owner i am)
and woohoo! ALAS! shes finally found! xD
and she seems fatter than b4 o.o
did she eat xiao qiang while she hid?
or some large disgusting lizard.
urgh..
nvm. wad matters now is tt shes fine hohos.
and we still feared tt she was dead the day b4 lmao.

anyway, when i tried to wake my sis up she just shrug my hand off and went bak to her slumber -_-
sheesh lols.
cant help it. shes oso a pig.
literally lol.

and jovi's having fever.
temp: 38.5 degree celcius. :(
thankfully he is obedient today lols.
hes willing to take his medicine which he dreads(after some persuasion of course) xD
well hopefully he gets well soon. :)

CALLING ALL PROFESSIONALS, SPECIALISTS, DOCTORS, FIREFIGHTERS, POLICEMEN, ARMY etc.
*CALLS 991,992,993,994,995,996,997,998,999*
THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!
A HAMSTER HAD GONE MISSING AND IS BELIEVED TO BE CRAWLING AROUND THE PREMISES!
USE UR MOST ADVANCED TOOLS TO FIND HER ASAP!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PIGPIG HAS BEEN MISSING FOR THE PAST 2 DAYSSS T____T
dun ask me how she went missing LOLs.
she hasnt eaten or drank anything(being presumptious here)for dayyyyssss
wonder hows she doin now
maybe trapped somewhere in the small, cramped areas?
or maybe she ran out of the gate, never to return ):
a few hrs ago i dreamt of her and i tot she was finally found.
turns out it was all just a dream -_-
ahhh dreams.
they nv fail to play tricks on ya.
ahh sushi.
my dear piggggggg T______T
im alreadi heartbrokened enuff, pls come baakkkk T-T

here i am to giv some comments on what david recently posted.
it is better to post it here rather than to flood ur tagbox.
u better be honoured david, ur name is here lmao.
ahemmm.

To begin with, i have to agree wif u on the stress we accumulate frm the amt of homework we have been given.
Though no one made it a rule to finish it all.
Joel made a gd point the other day.
There is no point in finishing all the homework given for some of it wld clearly be a waste of time.
yea doin hw is sorta gd as it allows us to revise and at the same time clear some of our doubts on those ques we do not noe how to do.
but too much of it is...sheesh. lols.
tts y i make it a point to stop work and get rdy to sleep by 10. note : GET READY. not sleep lols.
if we just focus on completing our work then it wld defeat the purpose of doin them in the first place.
i'd rather have ample rest to stay alert in class than to doze off the whole day, missing out on most of the important points.
i'd rather get my concepts right THEN get on the track of completing my homework deligently and fruitfully.

Next, friendship.
i do not feel tt abandoning those hu caused our downfall wld be appropriate.
furthermore, it doesnt seem right.
frm day 1 when we had first known these ppl, we alreadi had this responsibility upon our shoulders to be the friends we shld be.
even if these ppl wronged me, abandoning them wld nv be the option for me.
if i abandon them, hu noes wad these ppl cld become if i dun render help.
moreover, not everyone is perfect.
for some awkward reason, we tend to focus more on their flaws tt we become oblivious to their good sides.
it nv hurt to pause and perceive them frm another perspective.
so y not choose to handle the situation rather than to run away frm it all?
besides, u can always tell them nicely tt ure stressed and tired and u nid a break.
even if they did giv tt response, it wldn't kill anyone to tell them how u felt.

Trust. lols.
Yes i do agree tt it is hard to trust someone hu says "i can kip a secret" when him/herself is telling u someone else's secret.
but i do not agree on the point of telling ur friends ur problems onli if they told u theirs.
Their life is personal and they can choose to tell anyone their problems as and when they like or maybe not even mention them at all.
When they confide in u, they do not do tt onli becoz u told them ur own troubles.
they do tt becoz they placed their trust in u to comfort and help them in any way possible.
If the whole 'confiding thing' runs on the system of "i will tell u onli if u told me", won't the world be a more emo-ish place?
no one wld want to confide in anybody becoz they have to "pay" to get "comfort".
ok tt sounds wrong LOLs.
ANYWAY, it is as if we have to fork out part of our salary to compensate for tt part of the salary we lost. isnt tt abit redundent? lols
ok i have not the slightest clue on whether or not i got those scenarios properly linked to the situation. -.-
but overall in my opinion, people shld have the freedom to confide in anyone they trust and those ppl in whom they confided in shld have the responsibility to make an effort to carry out on wad they tink its best.

It is difficult for ordinary ppl like us to face problems like these, especially at this moment of time.
But thru these experiences, we become stronger as a person.

Its never too late to turn bak.

Sometimes, u have to lead your life instead of just following it.